It was a hot morning in May. I had to go to Coimbatore for work. I missed the Mettupalayam–Coimbatore train and had to take a long bus ride instead. All the buses in front were full, so I boarded a private one that was scheduled to leave in twenty minutes. With the front and back seats already occupied, I settled on the edge of a three-seater in the middle.
The average height of an Indian man is around five feet five
inches—but for this bus company, it seemed to be five. The seats were small and
space was scarce. My knees were pressed against the seat in front. Road and
bridge work lay ahead, and just the thought of the bumps on the way made my
knees ache already. A lanky man in the back seat muttered curses under his
breath, angry that he couldn’t fit properly into his seat.
Hearing a noise outside, I turned to the window on the
opposite side. A middle-aged woman with a hard, withered face was playing a
dholak with surprising ease; apart from her hands, her entire body was
motionless. In front of her, a girl of about eight or nine was bending and
twisting, performing gymnastic tricks. Nearby, a man was whipping himself. A handful of people had gathered around them. A few tossed coins onto the cloth that lay on the ground It
was a common sight at bus stations, so I didn’t pay much attention and pulled
out my phone for distraction.
The summer heat was unforgiving, and my handkerchief was
already soaked with sweat. I looked toward the front to see if the driver had
arrived. Just then, a small boy climbed aboard. He couldn’t have been more than
eight years old—thin, dusty, wearing a dirty shirt and torn shorts. It wasn’t
unusual to see children begging on buses, so I turned my head away. But then I
noticed he wasn’t begging.
In his hands, he carried a few cardboard pictures, some
pens, and packets of stickers printed with Tamil and English letters. There
were also miniature cartoon dolls and notebook labels. He moved from seat to
seat, trying to sell his items. Some passengers replied politely, “No, boy.”
Others said it sharply, and a few didn’t even look up from their phones. All
his items were meant for schoolchildren, yet there wasn’t a single child on
that bus. It didn’t look like he would make a single sale.
When everyone ignored him, he came to me with a slightly sad
face.
“Brother, there are stickers. Please buy one,” he said, holding out the bundle.
“No, boy,” I said politely.
“One, at least,” he pleaded in a tired voice, leaning
against the side rail of the seat.
He looked exhausted—perhaps he hadn’t eaten breakfast. I had
met many such children selling small items on buses, but I’d never spoken more
than a few words to them. Mostly "No" and "Not needed". For the first time, I asked,
“What’s your name?”
“Balu,” he replied with a small smile.
“Where are you from? Where are your parents?” I asked.
He looked at me for a few seconds, rubbed one of his
stickers, and pointed toward a large banyan tree at the edge of the bus
station. Beneath it, a few tarpaulins hung loosely, providing shade for some
homeless people. A couple of elderly men were lying under them.
“Father said he’ll come after work, in the evening. Akka is
selling stickers in the next bus,” he said.
“And your mom?”
“Dead,” he said softly, stroking a small rubber Pikachu
keychain that hung from his hand.
There was no emotion in his voice—she must have died long
ago.
I took a ten-rupee note from my pocket and handed it to him.
He accepted it with a faint smile.
“What do you want, brother?” he asked, showing me all the
stickers in his hand.
I didn’t need any of them, so I said, “Keep it. I don’t want
anything.”
“These stickers are good. Take them—or look at these
keychains,” he said gently.
Just then, the conductor climbed into the bus and called
out, “Time’s up, Ravi. Let’s go!”
The driver, who had been smoking outside, took two quick
drags, crushed the cigarette under his foot, and climbed into his seat.
“Hey, let’s go!” someone shouted from the back. A girl about
ten in a yellow skirt and shirt hurried off the bus, carrying the same kind of
items as the boy. I guessed she was his sister.
The conductor whistled, signaling the bus to start. The boy
ran toward his sister. I assumed he had left and turned back to my phone.
But within seconds, he came running back. “Here, brother,
take this,” he said, and before I could refuse, he placed a keychain in my hand
and ran away. The driver started the engine, and the bus shook slightly as it
began to move.
He hadn’t come to beg. He refused to beg. I don’t know if
his father would ever be able to send him to school—his childhood might slip
away like this—but one thing was certain: he would not beg for anything.
I had given him ten rupees out of pity, but when he offered
me the keychain, I realized how much that small note meant to him. If he had
just taken the money and walked away, I would have felt guilty—as if I’d
encouraged him to beg. But he showed me that what he did was not begging. It
was business. Honest business.
I felt a quiet sense of relief as I looked at the little
Pikachu keychain resting in my hand.
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